I hate my job

I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate, hate hate my job! I'm so pissed at my job right now, I completely shut down and left early today. I am so sick of what I have to do at my job. Okay, I expect to stock books.... I expect to SOMETIMES stock magazines, but I'm SO FUCKING SICK AND TIRED of having to finish up what others start. That includes those who start Magazines and leave the left-over-pain-in-the-ass ones for me! I don't enjoy doing them anymore than anyone else but GOD DAMN, suckit up and finish what you start! The other day I'm required to finish up someones left over magazines, finish up 3 random carts of books on the floor before I'm to start my own section. But do I ever get to my section? Oh no, oh no! I have to rearrange sections to fit my cock-sucking-crack-whore of a boss's wish... which ended up me putting half of them in other places after.

That almost brought me to the top... Today I found out that one of the temp hires was making more than me... Oh that pissed me off to no end. Add insult to injury, she fucking got a raise when becoming permanente , which I never got! I"M SO FUCKING PISSED, she may only make 20 cents more than I do, but regardless, I've been there over a year longer than her, and it is my only job, where as it is her second. I don't want to hear shit about her being older because shes not, shes a year younger!!!!!!!!! ROAR!!! I can't tell you how upset I am right now. I shut down, and todays key-holder asked me what I was doing and I said I didn't know anymore... So she told me its okay to go home if I want... and I wanted. I may have put a hole in the wall if I stayed.

I barely lasted getting into the car before I let out a grand scream (which is hard to do with a sore throat)



I'm tired of my life going shitty. I just want something to go right. I use to love my job, and hours sucked but I suffered through it. I want my life to go right. Why is that so much to ask for? I didn't say fair, I said right... and not all the time, I expect hard times but I want some good times! THINGS TO GO RIGHT!!!

I hate my life... I honestly do.... I try so hard to make light of it, as seen by my 4koma, but sometimes it just gets so overwhelming I dont know what to do...